My mind is racing, as I think of what I should write what I shouldn't write. Should I just let it all lose......... no ...... lets save that for the book.
Lets see I have recently moved to Wyoming from Colorado. Before I moved here I was planing on leaving my husband. After many years of terrible heart ache and countless trials and tribulations (will possibly go in further detail at a later date.) I was done, I just couldn't take any more. He had found a job in Wyoming and had to come here for training as i stayed back in Colorado with our 5 beautiful children.
The time apart would be 3 months and depending how it went, would decide weather or not I would stay. needless to say, i stayed. we just celebrated our 14 year anniversary this February 1st .
I have been missing Colorado terribly. I miss trees. My husband has to be away for two weeks for work. He left at 3:45 am today I already miss him. I hope the snow melts and fast, my BFF and my other most favorite person Sarah (sis in law) are coming up from Colorado to spend ten days with me but, they can't get here if the roads are BAD!!!
I sometimes feel I have pretty much given up on making new friends, don't get me wrong I want to make new friends its just...... I really don't know ...... I think friendships are a lot like marriages, that may sound weird but I believe it to be true. My strong unbreakable friendships have endured many things as a marriage would. I would like to say that every one of my friendships is strong but, most people just are not in it for the long haul and I have come to a point in my life were I believe if you can't handle me at my worst then you shur as hell don't deserve me at my best!!!
I believe you can tell a lot about a person by the music they love.
music is the soundtrack of our lives~ Casey Casem
so leave you with this song I dedicate to my husband.
